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Jul. 8th, 2007 @ 11:12 pm
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So here's an update of what happened.
My brother as I said was being a complete douchebag. He lied to my stepmom and for punishment she was taking his car (really her car) away.
He gave her the keys and was being really snotty. And when questioned about the lying, he grabbed another set of keys to his car and tried to drive off. My stepmom, not wanting him to drive off while he was upset, because she was afraid of him getting into an accident on the interstate and getting hurt, tried to get him to get out of the car. When he refused, she ripped up the hood and started ripping chords out so it wouldn't start. She then opened the door and grabbed him by the shirt as he tried to scurry away. His shirt ripped, and he called 911 right there when she was trying to talk to him screaming "get away. leave me alone. stop beating me" while on the phone with the police.
While this was all going down I was threatened to stay in my room, to where when I heard them screaming, I called the police fearing that my brother might hurt my stepmom or vice versa.
The police got there, tried to arrest her, but allowed her to stay here because of her medical condition. She now faces 2 charges and one felony. The felony is assult on a minor, and the other two charges are Misconduct and Domestic violence.
My stepmom is now all in the tizzy and upset. She's really hurt and I've been trying to calm her down...but she's just really really hurt. My dad is taking my brother's side, but backing down like the pussy he is. I'm standing firm with my stepmom. My brother goes crazy and I think he needs to get some help...but do you think he will? No.
So...I don't know what's going to happen...but I'm just upset that once again my life has been fucked up because of other people just when I was starting to feel at home and be happy.Current Mood:  distressed Current Music: Faye Wong - Flower on the Other Shore |
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Jul. 8th, 2007 @ 09:00 pm
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I might be going away for awhile.
I don't know what's going on but here's what I know.
My brother lied to my stepmom. She was tipsy, and when he finally came home she called him out on it. Being the little douchebag he is, he instigated the entire thing, and next thing I know there is yelling and screaming, I'm being threatened, and next I'm on the phone to the police.
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Jul. 8th, 2007 @ 07:22 pm
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Cooking
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Jul. 8th, 2007 @ 06:49 pm
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I don't know what makes cooking for me so pleasent. I mean it just seems so honest. You can't lie when you cook. What you put into the food, you can tell...and if it's bad that means you're not being very honest about your work.
I rather enjoy standing there putting my ingredents together to make something delicious. Tonight I made raviolis from scratch. They're boiling right now, but I'm waiting to see how they turned out. I was disappointed to see that we didn't have any potatoes otherwise I would have made Perogis...but instead I made sausage and cheddar raviolis with a rosemary basil dumpling base.
Well...time to go check on them. I'll update later and let you know how they were.Current Mood:  calm Current Music: Faye Wong - Bu Zai Er Zi |
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Jul. 7th, 2007 @ 10:56 pm
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Hmm.
It's amazing how long I let this thing go without updated.
But anyways.
I'm hurt today journal. I don't know what it is. My ex-gf Katja likes to tell me about her new BF...and it just crushes me inside. I still love her - she's the only girl that I've ever actually loved...and I just want to rip my heart out and give it to her.
I'm also hurt because, one of my best friends to whom I've had the biggest crush on for the past couple of years is visiting his BF...and is prolly going to go all the way with him. It doesn't bother me about the whole BF thing I mean, god I understand the need for love...but it's the fact that he didn't even give the slightest hint to me that he'd be leaving to go visit his BF...and I had just talked to him last night - and tonight...he was talking to me like I had no clue what was going on. It just hurts journal.
I know I sound emo...but why must I dwell on my heart? I always have the facade that I don't care...or am incapable of loving - but it tears me up inside. I wish I could just come out and tell everyone how I feel but I'm just so afraid of getting hurt.
On a lighter note though, I've been talking to Suta...she's been a great friend to have. She keeps me cheerful and I always glow after I talk to her. I opened up an account at last.fm today which I think it's really cool, and she's the one who got me to sign up.
She's full of coolness. How can someone be so full of win when most others are full of lose?Current Mood:  crushed Current Music: Hot Hot Heat - Jingle Jangle |
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Feb. 3rd, 2007 @ 02:25 am
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ARIES
You tend to be headstrong and deliberate in your actions.
Basically you don't give a fuck about anyone. Most people hate you but
you couldn't care less. You're the type of person who would masturbate
at a wedding
Feb. 3rd, 2007 @ 01:56 am
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Ooh, so I think it's time for an update.
So get this. My ex-roomates started treating me and Jada like fucking third wheels last night. Derek was throwing a hotel party for his b-day and invited both of us to come, with a fee of course. The fee was understandable. It covered the alcohol and the room. But fucking we get a call saying "Oh...there's going to be too many people here tonight so you guys can't come. Sorry".
Well it turns out that these people who came, only made an appearence for free alcohol. Derek didn't like that, and so we get a call saying "Hey, you guys should come".
What the fuck man? Seriously. You don't pull that shit, especially when one of the people you "uninvite" are throwing a party at their place the following weekend, and they invite you to come for free specialty brownies and booze. Seriously dude. It's ridiculous.
I don't know whether to tell the asshole how much of a bitch he was for pulling that shit, or if I should just let karma take care of him. I don't know anymore. I'm really getting tired of denver, and going to school, and just the all around bullshit. I really just want to go back to the comfort of my old home and job.
Blah...
Oh yeah, and something even worse. I went to the hospital yesterday because I've been really sick for the last week. Well they decide to give me an IV with some drugs which is fine. They start making me feel better. Well then they break out the Tramadol. Fucking doctors. When they ask me if I use any street drugs I tell them "Not lately, but I am getting over an addiction to Ecstacy". What the fuck man. Tramadol is one of the main ingredients of the pills that I used to pop. Come on man seriously. You don't give someone who is getting over a meth addiction any sort of amphetamine do you? It's ridiculous I tell you.
Whatever though. I've over it.
:D
Jan. 21st, 2007 @ 10:50 pm
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It's crazy. I'm sitting here in my computer apps class. I was thinking about switching out of here because all we're going to learn is photoshop and illustrator, but I'm going to go ahead and study forward and do a couple of really complex projects in illustrator instead of the normal product design crap.
I'm thinking about doing one of my installations for this vector project. It'll be awesome, though I'm sure I'll get quite annoyed a lot. Oh well though.
I need to go get some coffee, it's ridiculously boring - especially since these bastards are talking about cars. I hate cars immensely, but what can you do when you're in industrial design?
Anyways, professor guy is lecturing so I suppose I'll need to run. I'll update later <3.
Jan. 9th, 2007 @ 08:41 am
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It's really funny how I usually only update my LJ when I have major events in my life happen. I should update more I think - but I donno.
Anyways, the subject isn't lying much. That has seriously been my life the last month or so (with the exception of the two weeks I was in Cody). I just let loose when school got out. It was ridiculous to be perfectly honest. I wanted to have a good time. I wanted to celebrate school ending, and a break coming along with christmas and a new year.
So what did I do? Lets see...lots of alcohol, pot, ecstacy and sex. It's ridiculous I know. But I guess I would be considered a weak person. All my friends back home seem to be able to say no to drugs, while I say yes.
I see my mistakes now, but I think I might have a problem. Though I haven't been smoking pot, drinking, or having sex with people I barely know, I have done a little E lately. I'm not going to lie. I absouloutly love E. It is the most amazing drug. All I need is 3 rolls and I'm set for the week. I have become a raver and it scares me. I always swore that I'd never become like that but apparently I have. Raving is fine, it's fun...and it's even more fun on E...but it's not the lifestyle I want. I'm pretty sure I have an addiction right now, and I'm trying to break it - but be rest assured, I check my pills. There is a site called ecstacydata.org where I can go to before I purchase my rolls and check on them to see what's in them. I only purchase pure MDMA, which actually isn't that bad for you. There are worse drugs - and if you do your research you'll find that it has only minimal effects when used moderately.
I don't know. I've slowed down quite a bit because I can feel the effects from the weed and the alcohol, and I have slowed down on the E because I know that if I'm not safe I can be sorry. I just need something to write in, people to tell my story, because even though it's sort of grim, there is a light at the end of the tunnel - and I assure you that I am going to stop, and I will help myself become a better person.
Usually now I'd say "Fuck it, lets have some fun." But not tonight. Tonight I am going to be good, I'm going to work, go home and go to sleep so I can be up for class in the morning.
Thank all of you for listening, and I know that you are a true friend for 1) caring and 2) telling me what I dumbass I've been. :D
Jan. 8th, 2007 @ 04:29 pm
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Ho manz. So, I got my lip pierced. I like it a lot, and I get to get a ring put in on friday...I'm pretty stoked about that. Things have been going alright here. This was the first weekend I have been here that I have been completely sober. I don't like it much. I'm going to talk to one of my friends about getting a bottle to keep here in my apartment. It just kills me when everyone is out of town, and my internet friends are also drinking, and I'm stuck here...doing nothing. I figure that I could have my own little party here, just give me a shot of vodka and my music and I'm set.
No I'm not an alchoholic...I just enjoy the taste of certain liquors. There are those of you who think I might be wrong at this...but oh well I suppose. Atleast I'm still staying myself and not getting into trouble.
Anyways, I'm gonna log off for now. I'll update later.
Aug. 20th, 2006 @ 11:14 pm
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Stacey is a beaner.
End of story.
Aug. 15th, 2006 @ 01:22 am
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So I'm officially pissed off at my roomate. I'm sleeping right, cause I didn't go to sleep until around 2 or 3 am, and he fucking comes in with like 5 of his friends, wakes me up, then they proceed to use my bathroom to shit, piss, and shower in. WTF is that?
Oh well, I guess I should just be passive to it, because this is the same guy that I talked about yesterday. It's ridiculous actually. It'll be nice when he moves out.
Anyways, I need to go downtown soon, and I need to get into the shower so I don't stink when I apply for jobs. So I'll probably just post later :D.
Aug. 13th, 2006 @ 11:35 am
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Alright, so last night I had a hellava party. I drank plenty of vodka and peach schnopps to the extent of where I passed out on cassie's couch. I didn't pass out because of the alcohol, it was more like I was tired...and people were being boring in general. Kevon comes and wakes me up at 5am though, informing me that we will be leaving back to the towers. At that point I was suffering from extreme nausea and a headache, so all I wanted to do was get home and get back to sleep. That eventually happened, and I got back to sleep, but was back up at 10 to get ready to go to six flags. I didn't have a headache anymore, but the nausea still existed - needless to say I was a bit miserable today at 5 flags. It was good fun though, we rode quite a few rides, one of which broke down twice while we were on it because of my fat ass (or so Dee Dee and Jem decided to accuse me of). I enjoy roller coasters, except for the fact that they mess my hair up, that pisses me off a little bit.
You know what gets me though? I enjoy my roomates, and I'm sure they enjoy myself, otherwise we wouldn't hang out as much as we do. But I am talking to Cassie last night about the fact that I'm bi, and we're having a good conversation. She understands because she's in the same boat. Well I'm talking about how I'm not going to tell my roomates because it might make things weird, and she informs me that my roomate Derek goes over to her house one day accusing me of being gay, and then goes and says "Well yeah, I want to move out of the towers, I'm going to invite Kevon to be my roomate, and I would invite Jon, but I'm unsure of his sexuality." Well WTF? Does it fucking matter that I'm bi? No. Not at all. It's just stupid how these people act...well him - I mean fuck, his mom is a lesbian, you would think that he would understand.
Oh well though, I suppose I can't do too much. I just need to take life as it's coming...which I'm doing right now. Anyways, I'm off to go back and talk to Suta.
Aug. 13th, 2006 @ 01:11 am
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I'm going to Beijing in 08. Yay go me.
Feb. 21st, 2006 @ 12:19 pm
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So yes, finally I uploaded new artwork. Everything is happy and good for me now. You can check it out on my DA page. Http://ryuu-kun.deviantart.com. But you know, not many people are getting my line of work lately, even when I am explaining it. I mean I have my meaning right there, but we'll put it this way - one painting set I put my frustration with physics in it and so, there is a clear meaning...there's a friggin physics book screwed to one board. But people are asking me "Why did you do it about physics. I don't get what you're meaning. Why don't you do something better? Blah blah effing blah.
It just sucks for them, cause I just really do not care. My artwork is about me, and as long as I know what it's about that's all that matters. I really don't care if my art teacher doesn't even get it. I know, and thus I can give an explanation. Now the people who go and get an explanation from me, and still are all "I don't get it". I just am going to slap them.
But yes, I changed my voicemail also. It rocks a lot more. You'll have to call it to find out. ^_^
It's ridiculous cause this morning I was going to go get coffee...and my brother freaks out cause I couldn't get him in school to do his homework. Well he should have already had it done. So I just skipped coffee, and he freaks out on me again 'cause I didn't go get coffee when he wanted some. Boy I'll tell you what, this kid is going to make a good diva one day. Always demanding everything and having to have only the best of everyting. Pfft...I don't even think that he'll eat generic food or drink generic soda. Those of you who know about him...you know why this is. I'm not going to be mean and tell the world about him...blah.
So I'm tired...I'm sitting here about to fall asleep in Govt. class. We're supposed to be studying, but I have no book so I really can't study. I'm sure I could draw, but I'm feeling a little lazy today and I don't like it. ;_; I need my coffee...give me my coffee now dammit >.
Feb. 8th, 2006 @ 08:43 am
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So I'm sitting here bored out of my mind eating poptarts and bitching about the snow. I hate the snow - it sucks royally. But oh well for me then I suppose.
Sorry about updating once again. I'm just bored and I figured that I should make a proper update unlike the retarded one I made earlier while on the phone with Emi.
So school is decent. I have a C in physics though - which is unacceptable for me. It will change I can promise you that. I have been working my ass off in that class to no prevail. It's really sad because I really do try. I try harder then most the other people in there and yet I only have a C. It's really not fair cause these people have god given intelligence while I'm sitting in that class an idiot with ADD or something barely passing. And I get to hear these people whine and complain because they got a 98 or a 99...what are they called...grade grovelers?
I donno. I'm atleast doing decent in art. I got my instillation done. I got a painting done, working on another one. Well this one I'm working on is a set of two and one is already completed. Kruk is annoying though and I'm going to strangle him the next time he does his "Oh, you're on your own." crap again. Pisses me off it does.
So today at work, we were talking about the difference of the way people here talk vs. california or vegas. I happened to mention the fact that I've had to slow down my speech a lot when my boss starts laughing and informs me that I still talk really fast. Damnit. I fail at life I'm thinking...or atleast Wyoming life. And god damnit! Brokeback mountain was filmed in Canada. Canada looks nothing like Wyoming. I will kill you dammit.
But yes, it's all happy and good. Maybe I'll upload some artwork someday to DA...but don't get your hopes up. I'm lazy.
Feb. 5th, 2006 @ 02:28 am
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Homaigodzzzzz....
Yeah...I'm updating...Ima call Emi right now I'm thinking. So anyways, things are going decent for me.
My god...poor Emi...I feel bad for her. But yes life is ....yes....
I'm failing physics...well not really I have a 79%, but still. It's hard. I made a painting basically saying "Screw Physics". It had a physics book cut into thirds and it's screwed onto the board.
It rocks.
Phyco Rocks btw.
Feb. 4th, 2006 @ 09:32 pm
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So I've been thinking and I'm getting sick of it. These people at my school have no regard for art what-so-ever. I haven't been to school in the last two days because I've been sick, but I was told by my GF that someone effed up my instillation. It sickens me that someone would friggin screw up a displayed piece of artwork that a fellow student created. I'll tell you this though. The person who effed it up had better not let me find out that they did it, because I'll have the whole administration down on them along with a sledge hammer. Their bloody corpse can be my newest piece of artwork. I'll call it "Feel My Angst". <3
I've been playing animal crossing a lot, and I think that I've grown addicted. I don't know what I'm going to do tomorrow though when I have school. I must play it and I don't know how I'm going to handle 7 hours without it. I also need to finish re-touching my painting >_<.
Jan. 25th, 2006 @ 09:56 pm
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Ooh look...I'm using it now. Happy Emi?
So anyways. Lets take down what's been goin on here.
I have the flu today. I played Animal Crossing with Suta for like 10 minutes, then her battery died. Physics is killer, and so is German. I donno...I just want to lay down right now and die...though I really wouldn't. I'll update tomorrow when I feel better <3
Jan. 24th, 2006 @ 06:52 pm
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